hi

hi. welcome back to my life. I've decided to give blogging another go. i was just re-reading all the posts i made last year and it was a little reminder of all the things ive forgotten about. Having a journal/diary is actually a really good idea for me because i really have a terrible memory. I forget things almost instantly after they happen. Which is a good thing sometimes, but bad when i really want to remember. Like Jacob is absolutely convinced the very first time we kissed it was over at Josh Hinnant's house like years and years ago. I however, have absolutely no recollection of it. Of course i was probably not in the right state of mind at the time to have a recollection in the first place. But still.

Ummm. soooo. life.

Yah, life is good. It's funny there is not a whole lot to report. After i left the tri i came back to SD once again, and this time i started at SDSU. I'm taking 17 units this semester. 22 if you count my friend Ingvild's math class. Lol, its HER class yes, but i basically do it for her. So i've already been pretty busy, which is nice. I like being busy, it keeps me out of my head. I think too much. I think all the time. It's actually really annoying.

Jacob and I are still together. It's been a little weird lately, but im hoping it's just a funk we will pull out of. It's been a little over a year now though, which makes me nervous because it seems my relationships have had an expiration date of a year and a half. D and i were together twice that length, but the remaining year and a half was not easy, and i don't think we should have been together during that time anyways lol.

I have a new fascination with tennis. I've only played a couple times but it's a lot of fun. I have a few injuries from the last time i played though, which are kind of embarassing. There is literally a CHUNK of skin missing from my middle knuckle. It looks like my fist made contact with someone's tooth. Someone who also had a lot of bacteria on said tooth. It's pretty disgusting, and i can't really bend my fingers so im holding off on playing again until i recover. That or my short tennis career is over and it's time to find a new hobby. ha.

Anyways, i just wanted to get something up so that i can fall back into doing this again. There have been so many times i have wanted to start writing but didn't even know where to start because there is such a huge gap of time that i missed. It's like, i know noone even reads this thing but for the sake of continuity and a smooth transition i have held off. But i guess there is no right way to really do it, so bam. here it is.