reason to smile today

getting out of an intensely rewarding yoga session. driving down university avenue with the windows rolled down. seeing and hearing all the happy people spilling out of the shops and restaurants, laughing and strolling along holding hands. boys with boys, girls with girls. girls with boys.
the sun is shining not a cloud in the sky and on the radio plays "here comes the sun little darling"
its times like that that makes me believe in life.

shit its 4 in the morning!

cant sleep.

probably cuz i ate buckets of sugar at disneyland.

ya thats right i went to the dirty disney today/yesterday.

it was totally random. this girl my dads (maybe?) seeing. im not sure of their exact relationship status, but she showed up at the house this morning as i was getting ready for yoga and was like, hey mate fancy going to ditney land taday?

her and her friend are austrailian and theyre only like 27 and had never been. i couldnt say no.

damn it was fun. ive always avoided going to big theme parks because for 1.

living in california, it seems like such a tourist thing to do. and tourists bug me. ha

and for 2. im an agorophobe hardcore.

and 3. i hate children.

ok well i dont hate them. i love certain ones. but i hate the screaming snot nosed brats that tend to show up in droves.

anyways it was really fun and it reminded me that spontanaity (that is definitely misspelled) is completely necessary. im the type of person who usually throws out an idea before even thinking it over, and i really dont want to do that anymore! so much fun is to be had if your willing to just step out of the box every once in a while.

anyways i had a great time. and on the drive home i found myself saying bugger something. and then i couldnt stop laughing for like 10 minutes. i sounded like an authentic aussie. hahahahahahaha.

night my loves.