11.12.2008

full of nothingness

i reallllly dont understand why i cant edit my text anymore on this stupid blog. the only thing i can do to it is make it bold or italic

dub tee eff.

i havent really been good at updating lately. well for one cos of my laptop charger. which i got a new one of finally btw. im lovin having my computer back yayyyy. except my virus protection ran out so im scared something bad is gonna happen and the whole thing is gonna crash and ill be devastatedddd.

especially bc i just bought the whole new lady gaga cd on itunes, and all my music isnt backed up because i dont know how to burn discs. rip discs. whatever.
im pretty much computer retarded.

i forgot what my for 2 was.
you cant have a for one without a for two.

oh yes.
its because. nothing very cool is happening in my life! pretty much its just school and yoga and sex and the city nights at ericas. were re-watching every season and i think weve made it to about halfway thru the third. party animals i know.




speaking of animals. dbag derr got rid of my dog without even telling me. im beyond pissed and beyond sad about it. i dont really like to talk or even think about it but yah. i always just kinda figured once i figured out my life a little i would be able to take him back. and now hes gone. forever. fuck. apparently he went to a nice married family in temecula who had 2 other dogs and a big yard with a pond. so im happy about that. i guess. =/

i had been having all these crazy dreams about mar for like a week and half. every night about him transforming into other dogs or jumping across logs in a river like on frogger. i knew subconsciously something had to be up. and i was right. unfortunately i was a week late. boo.

ugh im kinda getting a cold right now. its just been festering inside me for the past 3 days not sure if it wants to pop up and say a full blown hello or stay dormant. im hoping for the latter. i dont really ever get sick and i sure as hell dont need it right now. everyone i know here is hacking up lungs and sneezing their eyeballs out. erica has bronchitis and sinus infections and my housemates have a flu and a cold. its the weather i think. it dropped to like 65 oh me oh my.


oh i heard about eli michelle. yowza ouchhh!

i got tix to fly home for christmas today. dec 18th-jan 15th. almost a full month. whoop. im pretty excited. and ill finally get to meet talon. yayyy.


i probably really should go to bed. this is a bunch of random nonsense anyways. and i have class in the morning. nighttttt.