i wish i was joking but im not. luckily it was all his fault and not mine. but that doesnt happen every day.
bahah.
i was driving in a lane about to go to the turn lane to the left of a bunch of cars when some dude came dashing out in front of the lane of cars and right into my turn lane. i slammed on the brakes but i still smashed into him. he was fine and i screamed. he ended up reassuring me that he was ok patting me on the head thru my open window, and then he just dashed off again.
what an odd fucking happening.
i took back those pants i talked about last post. i was still feeling sick over spending 140 on jeans and i figured if it was a week later and i still had a crazy stomach twist over them i didnt actually need them. i felt kinda bad cuz i wore them once and when she asked me if i had i said no. luckily all i really did wear them for was to go sit on ericas couch to get stoned and do homework. so there wasnt any damage from my "fat ass" sitting in them. eee i hate snooty cash register people. ok but i get that its probably annoying to have people try to return stuff they just wanted to wear for a night out, but thats not what i did. doubt she believed me. bahaa.
i went exploring in my surroundings the other day when i was hellllza bored. and methinks i found one of my new favorite chill spots.
its this neat little suspension bridge in one of the neighborhoods around my house. it was built cuz theres some big canyon in between the houses. its nice. it rocks. scarryyyyy.
erica wants me to move in with her next month if her current roommate situation doesnt work out. i really want to.
rationally i know its not a good idea, why spend money on rent i dont need to pay? why move farther away from school?
i just have this weird relationship with my dad. its not really father daughter. its not really friend friend. i just want my own little home.
and wed have so much fun being roommates. im over there pretty much 24/7 anyway. and ive never lived on my own having to pay rent and deal with bills and all that. i think itd be an interesting step to making it on my own in this big kid world.
butttttttt....
i donno. i need to think about it some more.
well thats all really. i have to go do some hw. peeeaccee.
