10.01.2008

since everyone else did it.

well look at u little bloggers.
ew i wrote "u". i used to haaaaaate when people wrote "u" instead of "you" but ive been finding myself doing it a ton lately. probably cuz my texting is so annoying i try to make things as quick as possible. ya michelle i have an iphone. but u-you cant give it to a homeless child in a 3rd world country.
but you cant be mad because i donated the hugest bag of clothing to salvation army the other week.
like so big i couldnt even lift it. i saw some clothes in there i still kinda wanted but i figured since ive lived over a year with them just chillin in a bag in my old garage, i probably wouldnt miss them. and yah. i dont.

i got some new jeans today. but im kind of debating taking them back. it makes me sick to spend over 100 dollars on jeans. i hate spending money on stuff. id rather at the end of the month not have anything to show for all the money i spent than see the stuff that i 'wasted' money on.
but i really needed them. my other jeans were starting to get inappropriately holed up. i dont wanna flash anybody.

sometimes i get anxious over the dumbest things. like if i loan someone a pencil in class, all class period long ill randomly think. i wonder if theyre gonna give it back. hmm lets see if they give it back.
like who the eff cares, its a freaking pencil. or if i miss roll, ill think oh my gosh i gotta make sure i let the teacher know i was here. and i think it allllll class period long. like its gonna kill me if im "absent" a day when im not. sometimes i think its almost OCD-ish. its weird.

i also bought pro-active today because my skin has been freaking out on me and my normal face wash isnt working anymore. its dumb i never used to everrrr get pimples. yuck i dont even like saying that word. but i think maybe its all the yoga? i dono. does anyone know if its bad to use pro-activ if you are in the sun and chlorine a lot?

i am on a search for the best green tea that you can buy from a store. i like it realllllly really super plain with maybe like the tiniest teensiest bit of sweetener or lemon. every time i go to the store and get a "green tea" i throw it away after like 2 drinks because it is definitely NOT green tea. and i dont really have the patience to make it at home before rushing off to class.
i want to stop drinking coffee cos it gives me heartburn but i have the best morning ritual drive to school that i dont want to eff up. so i need something to drink.


i feel like im writing about the most mundane stuff. lol but thats all there really is. im feeling really positive about life lately. i was having a funk the other week. i was really stressed about homework and money, but this week i got paid and turned in my papers. its great how things can change so fast. next time im bummed im going to remember that.


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