i went to ingvilds last night for a "girls night." she told me to dress nice but i was like pff whatev if its just a girls night im dressing comfy. so i show up in like ragamuffin clothes. well just my normal every day wear. knock on the door. and SURPRISE. 20 people are there all dressed in nice dresses and clothes shoving a cake in my face and throwing balloons everywhere.
she threw me a surprise bday party and i was seriously so surprised. even more surprised than my sweet 16 surprise party my parents threw me. im just really touched they would do that for me, i love my friends here, but they are nowhere near as close to me as my best friends in high school were. and they never would have done a thing like that. so it was just an amazing thing and i feel blessed and loved.
then today things were made "official" with jacob and i just feel so happy. he wrote me the cutest poem ever and normally i dont like the whole lovey dovey cheesey thing, but it was so cute and touched my heart. and i love him. =) i dont know what being "official" is really going to do to our relationship since it was basically the same thing. but its nice to have a title.
THEN i got home this morning and there was a bamboo plant on my desk with a heart and a card from my dad that said with love to a daughter who is beautiful both inside and out happy valentines day. love you.
and we dont really say the whole "i love you" father daughter kind of thing. and it made me a little teary eyed. and i just feel so loved today.
of course fast forward a couple hours to the mailman getting here and everything comes crashing down.
i get a letter from san diego superior court saying im being sued for like 4 thousand dollars.
apparently derrick moved out of our old apartment. didnt tell anyone, and didnt pay rent for the past couple months.
since my names on the lease still, i have 4 days to pay it all or its going on my credit and completely fucking up my life. my future. obviously i dont have that kind of money.
i already had to deal with this once with the cable company. i really hate him. but strangely i feel really calm. i dont know if its just im still in shock or what. but im in like la-la land. it feels like it cant be real. my dad is up there right now trying to figure shit out because i dont even know where to start. hopefully he helps me.
life is strange. one minute your up. one minute your down.
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