i wish i was joking but im not. luckily it was all his fault and not mine. but that doesnt happen every day.
bahah.
i was driving in a lane about to go to the turn lane to the left of a bunch of cars when some dude came dashing out in front of the lane of cars and right into my turn lane. i slammed on the brakes but i still smashed into him. he was fine and i screamed. he ended up reassuring me that he was ok patting me on the head thru my open window, and then he just dashed off again.
what an odd fucking happening.
i took back those pants i talked about last post. i was still feeling sick over spending 140 on jeans and i figured if it was a week later and i still had a crazy stomach twist over them i didnt actually need them. i felt kinda bad cuz i wore them once and when she asked me if i had i said no. luckily all i really did wear them for was to go sit on ericas couch to get stoned and do homework. so there wasnt any damage from my "fat ass" sitting in them. eee i hate snooty cash register people. ok but i get that its probably annoying to have people try to return stuff they just wanted to wear for a night out, but thats not what i did. doubt she believed me. bahaa.
i went exploring in my surroundings the other day when i was hellllza bored. and methinks i found one of my new favorite chill spots.
its this neat little suspension bridge in one of the neighborhoods around my house. it was built cuz theres some big canyon in between the houses. its nice. it rocks. scarryyyyy.
erica wants me to move in with her next month if her current roommate situation doesnt work out. i really want to.
rationally i know its not a good idea, why spend money on rent i dont need to pay? why move farther away from school?
i just have this weird relationship with my dad. its not really father daughter. its not really friend friend. i just want my own little home.
and wed have so much fun being roommates. im over there pretty much 24/7 anyway. and ive never lived on my own having to pay rent and deal with bills and all that. i think itd be an interesting step to making it on my own in this big kid world.
butttttttt....
i donno. i need to think about it some more.
well thats all really. i have to go do some hw. peeeaccee.
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thats cause I didnt like it so I deleted it.
I love when you post too cmc. lol
too bad about the person you hit.
lol I would probobly pee my pants if I did that. seriously ha
slacking on blogging.
I almost hit a person last night and the first thing that went through my head was...CASANDRA lol
Wow that was a crazy interaction. Mabey it was good to scare you a little, who knows its that time of the year, you know halloween. By the way what are you gonna be??? Not sure if I am going to this year sad i know. So i was reading that whole thing about your friend. I think that sometimes its safer to have your own place rather than mixing bills into a friendship. No matter what a good idea it might be it could also not be. When you have your own space it makes it that much more exciting to hang out. It sounds like its a good place for you to retreat to and get away from your current roommate. And thats awesome that he pays your bills and he has a deep down intrest in whats best for you. No backstabbing. I dont know if you have seen the hills, but learn from those best freiends that now do not talk! Over a dude because they shared a house and there was problems.You may not have a dude noe,but lets say you did. Or just that people change and its good to experience change but do not be impatiente....If you stay with your dad you can shop more, i dont know about you (well ya i do) but anyways. I love shopping. LOVE IT! DO ANYTHIING to garentee I can get things I need or want. And I dont mean to drag on but i feel so strongly, because if I would have lived at home my senior year I could have cute clothes, actually went ti my prom, grad pictures, ect....and from there on out when we worked at sno cone all my money I had to pay bills bills bills...thats why i had to do that internet site and shit. I needed money for some decent clothes and a bag and some alcohol or what not. Rignt know the country is broke. Money is a precious comonody these days. Every dollar you spend counts...you know what i mean. I think its cool how you are so independent and you found that new spot. that is so cool. Its cool you are so you...
xoxo
hope you arent offended or anything, that is not my intention. I want you to be happy and looking hot with hott clothes!
wow that was way to long but i love you!
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