people who ride their bicycles on the street. when theres a perfectly good sidewalk 2 feet to their right.
drives me freaking insane! especially when driving in hillcrest where the traffic is nutty already and the lanes arent wide enough for any car bigger than a mini cooper. people are always narrowly avoiding head on collisions and side swipes, and the bikes just weaving in and out of cars dont help the situation whatsoever! im surprised i havent hit anyone yet! knock on wood.
so im done with my 2nd week of class. my days are long and exhausting! (oh woe is me.) but i pretty much love them all. and i dont know if its just me or whats going on but i must put off some sort of different vibe/aura whenever im single because last semester i hardly me anyone in my classes. noone really made an effort to talk to me (it embarasses me to say that. lol) and my shy ass definitely didnt go out of the way to make friends. but it seems this semester already ive met a few cool cats. ha. so we'll see.
the other day my dad was talking about his gf/whatev. and how she had a conference call with a bunch of her friends from aussieland, and all her best friends have just had babies, and he thinks her maternal clock is ticking. regardless of if it is or not i dont really think theyd have children together. but ive always sorta wondered if my free spirit fatha will ever actually settle down and do family the "right" way. i dont know exactly how it makes me feel. it would be awesome to have another little sibling. but ive been his only kid for so long its kinda like...hmm. plus im pretty much at the age where if i wanted i could start my own little carter fam. just a little whatev.
im pretty much ridiculously broke right now. i think im gonna be looking for a job this weekend and ive been tossing around the idea of (dont laugh) applying at hooters. with my class schedule i dont really have the extra time for a lot of work, but id still like a lot of money haha and the girls there make bank. this girl in my chem class works there and she said she probably pulls in 150-200 a night just in tips. i could work 2 or 3 nights a week and be rollin. subjugating myself to leering creepy man eyes doesnt really bother me, and i dont think its a humiliating profession, but i just dont know if i have the mental capacity to sling chicken wings and deal with rowdy drunk football fans.
plus its kind of a paradox of my own "morals" of being a wanna-be vegan natural chick working at a place that sells only meat and would probably lead to a boob job down the road. (ive always wanted them actuallllllly)
so i donno. hmm.
what else. this is a long post.
oh yah. obviously from the previous posts, ive been talking about yoga a lot. but i cant help it. its my new old obsession. i think ive only missed 2 or 3 days since getting back and last night i had my best practice ever. it was soooo exhausting, but my body just melted like butter. my favorite instructor was directing class and shes kind of strange. im pretty sure she has a sweat fetish because whenever shes correcting your postures she like rubs her hands all thru your sweat. lol i get the weirdest vibe from her but shes a damn good teacher so i never miss her class, since she only teaches twice a week.
i want to go to india and study yoga at an ashram. not just the physical "hatha" part of yoga but the whole philosophy. i really connect with it, and its the closest to spiritual ive ever been. and india is the mecca of yogini-wannabes.
who knows where life will lead.
ok im going now. if you read all of this i love you. hahahah.
peaceeeee.
2 comments:
I just read it. So i love you too. I think you'd make a good Hooters girl. Fake boobs or not. In Flordia the busers at Hooters so FREAKING HOT, maybe you can meet a man. If you ever move here I want to go to yoga with you. :o) OH and about the bike riders, you aren't supposed to ride on sidewalks. That's what I've always heard. duno tho.
love ya
the code thingy below starts off with djb. trippy eh?
I read it too...Woo hoo so awesome you met cool peeps. That really makes a big difference in life. You are so cool. I wish I did yoga more.I might actually start a yoga class in kenn this winter. It will be good for snowboarding and my sanity. I totally feel you on the whole phillosophy of it and what not I would love to go study it sometime in my life. I would also love to study Buddism sometime. Like you said we will see where life leads.Hooters would be bomb for you you are hott...good luck! Tyson calls you the "casandra the snake hunta" now...hahhahahah. It cracks me up.
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