fuck

homework! fuck it. really. fuck fuck fuck. i dont know whats wrong with me, i have all this time with no job and all to do my shit, but i just procrastinate and wait and sit until the VERY LAST possible second. and then rush to get it done and write crap papers. god im soooo frustrated with myself right now. i just have to face the fact that im not the scholarly type. yah i like learning, but i think writing papers about what ive learned is a crock of smelly b.s. who gives a fuck what i think! u know 90% of the class just copies pastes and rearranges!!! or is that just me? goahhhhhhh. i could never ever be a journalist. the thought of writing for a living makes me want to shit my pants. i dont understand how people think im smart. i dont know how i got good grades in high school, it just happened. and still in college i can put in minimum effort and manage straight b's. ive never had to work for it in my life, and i think its a crappy deal that i have to now. and that just sounded whiney and bratty and completely ungrateful.
im happy to be getting an education. nothings sexier than some smarts.

but. agahhahhhahahgakjgahaghuarhuagrhuaeiuseriuserph!!!!!!!! aekfhaouarghuagruhagiaurahgraiupr!!!!!!

on a happier note. im getting a visitor soon. =)

peace the fuck out you fuckers.